It wasnt a tick/approval that they can get attached.
Right now things are getting really out of hands.
They aint looking at the angle that imma at.
Imma so burden.
Just send my weekly personal report to Jiayi.
Mention to her what I'm feeling and going thru.
Sometimes I jus felt so limited, I wish I could help but ya.. I'm aint sure.
Jiayi replied my report and say, handle my members like handling lives!
Yes.. we are toking abt helping human being in area of physical and emotional.
I wish I could jus scold them. But no, I need to love them..
So childish to do all this!
I really do love my members so much that I can't see them making wrong decision.
I will pray and find a way from God!
I need new anointing more than what I have now!
God please help me. AMEN!
* feel it for me *
Christine Tan. Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel!
