im still feeling so much after a rest.
everyone ard me was really encouraging..
boon, shifu, weilingg, huifen, Jonathan and etc...
everyone is telling me: "every disappointment is a new appointment"
"God has a greater plan"
thanks guys but i cant see it.
thousand & million of question in my mind..
where will i go?
what will i do next?
still go for leadership training?
can i survive with the new ppl?
what will happen to the ppl under me?
especially my huimei.
so many many doubt..
no doubt i was agree with God i asked: "why always bring me so near yet so far?"
its like God playing game with me, always.
* shuttig myself down"