❤ му dєαя dιαяу
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 05 Mar 2010 --> You can never win God! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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i was super relunctant to go for CGM. im super affected by that matter! great TURN OFF! so many things went through my mind. for instance i really felt like giving up everything. my leadership and etc.. since its so easy to be a member why not just be?! guess what happen when you have such a leader like JOANNE?! she was toking to me on msn.. was telling her that i have alot of motorola shipment to handle.. can't make it for CGM. she changed her nick to : "wanted it so much but now u wanna give up" SHE CAN READ MY MIND! i remember i was so happy the moment i step into leadership since May 2009. but now im totally not excited abt that vision. aniway Jo was super persistent! EITHER I GO CGM IF NOT SHE COME TO MY HOUSE AFTER CGM! first choice die, second choice also die! LOL! in the end no choice, i chose to go CGM. sometimes, we just know that God will sure touch us. sure comfort us. sure ask us to forgive. you SURE know that He will be there! but you jus dun want to go.. cause we know that WE CAN NV WIN GOD! i was super grieved by this matter.. Joanne came to pray for me i found my release.. this matter hits my pride alot, too the max.. God says: "Christine, if u love me.. will u tend my sheep even if they are irritating n not lovable?" its v hard to love IRRITANT! but i have to do so.. cos its the purpose why am i here. My shoulder was so lighten after CGM. * YOU CAN NEVER WIN GOD * ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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